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Monday, June 27th, 2022 07:26 am
I had a fairly long phone call with my older brother. We were fairly close growing up but we've grown up and grown apart... but always loved and cared for each other because, you know... family.

Towards the end of the call we were both complaining how our work sucks and I related how with all the hearings and the breaking news about Roe... I had to keep redoing broadcast logs. He told me that he thought the hearings were a 'kangaroo court' and he gets his news from Fox. I told him Fox news has been lying to everyone since the Iraqi war and they couldn't be trusted with the truth. He chuckled and responded with some 'both sides do it' nonsense.

And I.... exploded.

I yelled over the phone that I had a firm grasp of reality and people who listen to Fox news were being deluded. I screamed goodbye and hung up the phone. I really shouldn't have done that. I should have explained to him that it's not just Fox and the other 'conservative' news outlets lying about the Jan 6 hearings... no, it's their denigration of transkids, transpeople and their families.

For me... it's personal.

Although I transitioned in my early thirties I was a transkid. The 'conservative' media is lying about who I am and what I am. Freedom to live my life as I see fit? NO! They want to erase me and hurt me and ultimately kill me.

So yeah. It's personal.

I don't know what to do about the situation between my brother and I. At least, not right now. I know him - he's a good soul deep down but I'm not sure how to reach him.

I need to think about this.

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Wednesday, June 22nd, 2022 07:49 am
... was how the old commercial went. I forget what they were hawking but I remember the line.

It's not heartbreak... it's itchy dry horrible red looking skin.

When I was first diagnosed back in my 20s they said there was nothing I could do except slather on lotion. So I suffered quietly. After a few decades I decided to seek out help again. Coal tar treatments? They did nothing. Then they jumped me to light therapy. You go inside this closet sized chamber that is lined with 24 UVB light bulbs and they cook you. It took months to ram me up from 30 seconds to 3 minutes and I cleared almost 100%!

Which is good because my psoriasis covers 90% of my body.

I really really liked light therapy. I'd step out of the chamber and feel *great*.

Then they stopped offering it and switched me to Soratin (spelling? It's been a long time) but that made me moody and aggressive. I stopped that and my psoriasis returned - hard.

So... for another decade I suffered in silence.

Yesterday I finally saw a new dermatologist and we discussed options. No, they don't offer light therapy... but maybe I can get a script for some lamps. She's going to start me with a steroid cream for the worst spots - then get fresh blood work, then we go from there.

Like my epilepsy, I will probably suffer with this until I die - but I'm tired of suffering. I know there's no cure but I want as much treatment as I can.

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Saturday, May 28th, 2022 09:11 am
I'm sure more information will come out about the Keystone Kops approach to the shooter down in Texas, but at the moment one thing stands out for me...

Shortly after the police entered the building they were stopped from confronting him because of a locked door. A janitor was sent to get the master key. At least 45 minutes after the police entered the building they were able to confront the shooter.

Does this mean they spent all that time WAITING FOR A KEY TO OPEN A DOOR?

Forget the tactical gear - the police need the tools and training in lock picking.

*plumbing words*

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Friday, May 27th, 2022 08:00 am
May 26. 2022 - concerning the Republicans and school shootings:


"If these right wingers want to talk about mental health maybe they should take a look in the mirror."

Anything to save their seats in office - little kids be damned.

https://digbysblog.net/

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Monday, May 16th, 2022 06:44 pm
The Buffalo shooter hails from a place not far from here: Conklin, NY. This may be New York but it's Upstate New York and there are plenty of rednecks up this way. You can drive 5 minutes out of town and find Confederate flags flying.

Look, I get the whole "Rebel" schtick: being a 'rebel' makes you anti-establishment (usually anti-parent) and still be cool and macho. Although rebellion is associated with freeing yourself from tyrany - the Confederate battle flag was the flag of the slavers and tyrants, not those who wanted freedom for everyone. It meant freedom to go round up black people and enslave them. Before the Civil war, slavers would travel to free states and kidnap both runaway slaves and free blacks. It didn't matter - black people were property. *That* is what the 'rebel flag' stands for.

To top off the racial hatred this young man had, he previously threatened to shoot up his high school. Yeah, a real champ.

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Saturday, May 14th, 2022 08:11 pm
News reports out of Buffalo, New York say a young man with a semi-automatic rifle and body armor shot up a grocery store - killing 10 people.

He's in police custody.

It seems the violence just keeps getting worse and worse.

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Wednesday, May 11th, 2022 07:39 am
If a person doesn't have the right to privacy, then neither do you.

Make like a Russian warship.

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Tuesday, May 10th, 2022 07:25 am
Our washing machine - an eight month old Maytag - died this weekend.

After several long waits on the telephone the repair person will arrive next Monday.

There's a laundry a few blocks away. I haven't used a public laundry in 25 years so it feels a little weird. It's also weird that I lived in this area 35 years ago and used the same place way back when.

But clothes will get washed.

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Sunday, May 1st, 2022 05:02 pm
A few years back a friend of mine was stilling running his business on an ancient and creaking Windows XP computer. It was a mess. Fortunately, I had just resurrected a Windows 7 machine which a gave to him and it basically kept his business going, computer wise.

Recently, he asked for help with his home system - and even *older* Windows XP system. I was able to cobble together a Linux Mint system for him. Although he was completely unfamiliar with Linux I was able to get him up in running in Mint. Linux Mint looks and acts very similar to Windows so I thought he'd be okay. It was a lot faster with more memory, more cores in the microprocessor and a solid state hard drive (ssd).

However, the system started to have intermittent problems booting up. I've occasionally seen older systems that don't like the new solid state drives and they act erratically. Fortune smiled upon us again as I obtained another Windows 7 system, cleaned it up and delivered it.

Now, my friend is no dummy. Yet, both the Linux and Windows 7 systems threw him. He knew how do all the basic stuff like opening programs and copy/pasting files but he was unfamiliar with the different looking (and occasionally acting) interfaces. I had to guide him through things I thought he should know and he said, "A wise man told me that if you want to really mess someone up, move everything around him one inch."

I thought a lot about that on my way home and realized that my knowledge/experience with computer systems was greater than I thought - probably greater than most people. In my time I've hacked away at the following systems/operating systems:

Commodore 64
MS DOS
MS Windows 3.1/3.11
Windows 95/98
Windows XP
Windows 7

I've done a little bit with Windows 10 but I hate it. But there's more:

Debian Linux
Ubuntu Linux
Xubuntu Linux
Ubuntu Studio
Linux Mint
Puppy Linux

Mac OS X

and recently I've dipped my toe into Haiku OS which is based on the old BeOS.

Because I've puttered around with all these operating systems, I can usually work my way around them all. Sometime not very well at first... like a screwed up setting up some Windows shortcuts and accidentally created 700 shortcuts, but I figured out how to fix that pretty quickly. There's enough common to all the systems that I can do that but I've also had the experience (and time) to fuss with them until I had some idea what to do.

And no, I can't code to save my life. But put me behind almost any computer desktop system and I can work with in. I may use Google a lot for some things but I can do it. So I shouldn't blame my friend who's work with XP and only XP for over a decade for not picking up things quickly. Just moving from XP to Windows 7 I haven't moved everything an inch on him... but a foot.

Oh, for all my work and computers given to him, I've only asked for lunch, dinner and multiple cups of coffee.

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Thursday, April 28th, 2022 07:36 am
So Elon Musk bought Twitter for a jillion dollars.

A jillion dollars that he could have used to build more awesome rockets.

A jillion dollars that he could have used to build more electric cars and chargers - ones that everyone could afford.

A jillion dollars that he could have used to give his employees a better standard of living.

You brought returnable rockets into the 21 Century. You brought electric cars into the 21 Century. And you go a buy a social media company?

WTF?

This has got Hyperloop written all over it.

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Wednesday, April 20th, 2022 07:46 am
.. we've had a lot of power outages. After 6 to 9 inches of heavy wet snow it closed the roads and brought down a lot of trees. Even though the roads are clear and dry most schools are still closed due to lack of power. Just walking around our neighborhood I noticed a lot of downed branches = we have some in the back yard. We were lucky - we didn't lose power or internet.

I think we really need to look at our infrastructure. Sometimes doing the simple stuff like clearing out trees that might fall onto power/cable lines would save *a lot* of time and money in the long run.

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Saturday, April 16th, 2022 06:29 am
...I have been letting my writing slide for awhile. It's not that I haven't been *creative*: running a YouTube channel involves video editing, a little graphic work, narration and since I make my own music for it - musical composition. I'll admit that all of the skills listed above are at a low level but it's kept my creative itch satisfied.

So it you want to see me rescuing trashed computers or some silly Second Life videos, it's maladamedialabs.

But my writing... well, I opened up my last project and discovered I hadn't written anything in almost a year! Worse yet, I thought I had written more... *a lot more* than I had on the page. I realized that although my fingers weren't on the keyboard but my mind had been writing - it can get busy when I'm trying to fall asleep. So there's at least a third of the novel still in my head waiting to be put to paper.

I need to get busy again.

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Sunday, April 3rd, 2022 11:06 am
The House passed a far-reaching marijuana legalization bill [the MORE Act] by a 220-204 vote, largely along party lines - Republicans mostly voting against it.

In the Senate Republicans are too going to orgies and snorting coke but will probably vote against it also.

It's a matter of priorities.

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Friday, March 25th, 2022 07:46 am
After seeing all the hub-bub in the current news about the attacks on children who are transgendered I'd like to say something...

I was a transgendered child.

It was not fun.

Back in the 1960s there really wasn't much solid information for people like me. There were jokes, put downs, threats of violence... not to mention the stigma of being, well... crazy. So I hid. I denied. I tried to fit in *someway* with my biological gender. It didn't work, it didn't feel comfortable and I'm not sure how many people were really fooled by my acting male. No Oscars for me.

I finally got therapy and the medical services to make me feel comfortable in my life. I fully transitioned in the 1980s. I'm better than I was before.

It's gotten better for trans people over the decades and I am grateful that it has.

Now, I see people trying to move the weigh of the government onto trans children and their parents. I say, Enough! Persecuting children for who they are is unfair, mean and cruel. Trans people are a tiny fraction of the population and some people want to bring in the police, the courts, the entire system of government to rule our lives and make us suffer.

They want us to suffer because we exist. That's not right, it's not fair and it's just cruel and bullying.
What kind of people bully children? The lowest kind, that's who.

We know a lot more about being trans because it was *studied*, investigated, researched. For those who are trans living as the 'brain gender' _makes their lives better_. THAT is the Science. This is something that is not taken lightly by the professionals who deal with trans kids. They are careful in their approach. They follow standards developed by studying the results of past trans people and how they adjusted. Just the facts.

The facts are - for many of us, transitioning *works*.

As for trans kids in sports? The charge that trans girls will dominate girls sports is not supported by the facts. We have one... count that... ONE... example of that. I was on a swim team. I wasn't very good... but I watched a few who were damn good swimmers excel beyond what us other kids could do. They were built long, lean and lanky... perfect for freestyle and butterfly strokes. They set local records than stood for years. Gender may not matter if you're the perfect swimmer.

Persecution of trans kids is gender fascism of the worse kind. We should recognize that and call it out when we see it.

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Tuesday, March 15th, 2022 05:08 pm
Oh hello, Russian Oligarchs!

Feeling a little pinched lately? Can't get to your yacht? Or visit your Italian villa? Can't fly to London to your expensive apartment? Can't access your Swiss bank account?

You know Putin is frustrated. You know Putin has atomic weapons at his disposal. You know that the idea of using those atomic weapons - even just the little ones - has entered his mind.

Now... do you really think that if he *does* use those weapons that there will be chance in hell that your yacht, villa, apartment or Swiss bank account will _ever_ be seen by you again?

Yeah. Think about it. World War III would suck for everyone - and you're not exempt from the results.

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Wednesday, March 9th, 2022 07:49 am
The alarm woke me from a very vivid dream - which always throws me off. The radio was blaring about high gas prices, high gas prices, and high gas prices.

It's like a bad flashback to the 1970s with no Jimmy Carter to guide us.

On my walk this morning (my cold is fading but still around) I passed an SUV with the brand name of 'Liberty'. Sheesh. More like slavery to the gas pump.

Have we learned *nothing* since the 1970s? We're driving around in *bigger* gas guzzling monsters while fueling the lifestyles of oligarchs? And hello! Climate change! We've known about it for *decades* but we do baby steps when full strides were needed _decades_ ago.

We could be energy independent with solar and wind and big honking batteries and free from bloody oil drenched oligarchs BUT NO! ~America~ needed Big Cars and blow Big Smoke - killing the world year by year.

Carter was right. The dirty hippies were right. We still are right - we need to be free from fossil fuels. But ~America~ wanted to be slaves to cheap gas and big cars.

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Saturday, March 5th, 2022 11:51 am
Ack.

I have summoned the sickness monster by bragging about not having a bad cold since masking and social distancing. Sneezing, watery eyes, mild body aches, stuffy head? A cold. It's pretty mild though. No fever, no loss of smell. I probably caught it from my housemate who works in a high school. Teenagers are germ factories and not so willing to mask up.

Rest and fluids. I should be fine.

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Tuesday, March 1st, 2022 07:40 am
Cities with large homeless population and penthouses owned by Russian oligarchs... seize the penthouses and use them to shelter the homeless.

I think that's a two-fer.

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Friday, February 25th, 2022 05:53 pm
Although Putin is making dire threats if you even *think* about joining NATO, Ukraine is an example of what could happen if you *don't* join NATO.

And this would be a good time to do with with Vlad's Lads all in Ukraine at the moment.

Just a thought.

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Monday, January 24th, 2022 06:43 pm
I have a VGA to USB capture device -an Epiphan VGA2USB - that I've finally starting using with my Youtube channel. On the Epiphan website under Linux support it says it has the drivers for most of the major kernels and it works with V4L (Video 4 Linux) programs with the loopback module. I know I had to fiddle and fuss with it to get it going but I finally got it working on a spare machine. It works... okay I guess - better than shooting the screen with my cellphone camera. VLC is my capture software.

I've moved most of my computer experiments out of the living room - where I can have natural light and it's warm - down into the basement. I definitely could use more light but there's not much I can do about the heat - it's a little chilly down there right now.

I wanted to free up the capture computer and use a different system for capturing the output of my test computers. I got the 'new' capture computer updated, drivers installed, plugged in the Epiphan... and I got no capture. VLC doesn't see it.

*&^#@!

After spending perhaps an hour reinstall drivers, extra programs and utilities without success I double checked the website: yep, it says Linux support with V4L supported programs with the V4L loopback module.

Wait... did I install the V4L loopback module?

*head desk* I'm an idiot.

I installed the loopback module and boom! Up it comes! If I remembered that and hour ago I would have saved myself a lot of time and effort. And a bit of shivering.

There may be an upside to all this time I spend shivering in the basement. I've installed a few V4L utilities so maybe I can tweak the capture device using software. Something is goofy with the capture device and some of my video programs will not render the video *at all*. My video editor is fine with the capture so I'm not terribly concerned - but if I can tweak things it might make my life a little easier.

Possibly warmer too.

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